The Past

For me the past is any time before I was Saved. In the last four months I have made a 360 from my old life that was in the past to my present one that I love. A little background about me I was in a relationship for three and a half years that in the end I came to realize that it was a soul draining relationship. After the break I found myself to have no love left to give. My heart and soul were very weak that it was hard for me to even smile. All my heart wanted to do was to fall in love all over again, but when your heart is empty there is really nothing to give. Your heart wants to find that one person that will fill it up once more. The strange thing is that the thing you miss most about a relationship is that you are secure and know that there is someone who loves you and is always there for you, and the strange part is that God gives you that security and he is always there for you no matter what you do or what happends in your life. My heart finally found its love, the man I am to be with and that man is G O D. Eventhough, I am not in a physical relationship I am in a relationship with God and I have to keep it going just in any relationship both parties become sad or frustrated when we don't hear from one another, or we are not seeing the whole picture. I know God has the perfect plan for me and he will reveal it when he thinks I am ready and until then all I can do is pray , read the word, and love the ones around me.